Life goes on...and it's good

Okay yeah well life can suck sometimes and this week it really sucked for me...but life goes on and I have choices...I choose not to be a victim but to be a survivor and to be happy...I love being happy and my dogs love it when I'm happy.

I have been totally blown away by the support and the incredibly nice posts, emails, phone calls, texts, and messages I have received from my family, Marc's family, and so many dear friends...I am truly very blessed and overwhelmed...

this quote was in one of the many emails I received from a friend and thought it just perfect to post...

Feeling sorry for yourself and your present condition is not only a waste of energy, but the worst habit you could possibly have.
~ Dale Carnegie

and this is what I got in an email from another friend...thank you Kim...

"There are two kinds of people in relationships - Swans and ducks.  Swans mate for life.  When one dies the other has been known to die of a broken heart.  Ducks are only in the moment and can have 10 relationships before lunch.  You, my dear, I am happy to say are a swan, with all the commitment that entails.  Marc - eh - what are you going to do!!  He likely in his own head does love you, its just not the version that befits a swan."  

I deserve better...

AND I joined a local gym and will be getting my mind and body back in shape - I took my first Zumba class on Wednesay night - it was a blast!!!!  Tomorrow I start my weight training...

AND OMG...I AM GOING ON A SKI TRIP!!!

to Breckenridge, Copper Mountain and Keystone!!!!  I haven't been skiing in years and am SO EXCITED :)))))